I always believe that in a relationships it takes too hand to clap.
I guess I wont want to complain if I don’t want to keep on being a loser.
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I’ll spread my wings and learn how to fly
There’s no fear in me nor the thought “what happened if I’d fail and fall”. What matter most is I’m trying. Cultivating my own future with my own hands. Yes, there’s God whom has already decide on your future but let this be known to man.
He’ll die of hunger if he does not make an effort to find food
The future, unwritten, uncharted waters. If you choose to believe that there’s something nice in the future, I think its not wrong to do so. But, i rather create that something nice for myself.
Hope, is but a prayer for those with no other reason to carry on. Trust in yourself, in me.
We’ll paved our own future
Fml
The scariest thing in life is the feeling you get when you’re losing the person you love.
3on3 Canoepolo competition @NTU
It was a 2 day event, the 15th & 16th of January. Travelling from Sengkang to Pioneer by mrt, then bus-ed down ti NTU is not something I love to do. Had to wake in the wee hours just to be there by 10am.
Anyways, our first match was at 12noon. Our opponents were Temasek Poly group 3. When it comes to 3on3, Temasek was one of the best team out there. Yes, we lost badly. 7-1. THANKFULLY, ours was not the worst scoreline. Next we lost to FOSSA & Ninja Gaga, both were from Singapore Poly. Our scores end up to 5-2 for both team.
The next match was against one of our own team. We won against Poseidon 2 for a 5-3 win. And another win by default over NTU 3.
However, we had a draw against NTU 1 to a 6-6.
Here’s a clip of the match against NTU which I think we did pretty well: http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=487794478460&comments
My team had Darrell, Nelon and Don! I would be the one wearing the number 3. Scored 3 goals! Yay!
Due to some luck we manage to advance to the knock out round. Since teams need to win 3 matches to do so. In the end, we lost to Temasek 2. That ends our advance to the finals.
Now, I really really want Ngee Ann to get us back our pool for us to train with!!
Ohhh, and our girls did really well. Came in 1st, 3rd and 4th. Good job!
Dead tired
A bloody nose
Been plagued with nosebleeds day in day out. Been stuffing tissues into my nostrils each night! ARGH! Body’s all warm and blood-less hahaha. And i actually SPAT out a CLOT OF BLOOD! Anyways, this upcoming Saturday/Sunday will be our first official match. It’ll be a 3on3 game. Here’s our fixtures:
Wish us luck! 
AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.
I know what I’m getting myself into
I know what I'm getting myself into
<3
PS: Yes yes, got it form your blog la!
2010 in review
The stats helper monkeys at WordPress.com mulled over how this blog did in 2010, and here’s a high level summary of its overall blog health:
The Blog-Health-o-Meter™ reads This blog is doing awesome!.
Crunchy numbers
A helper monkey made this abstract painting, inspired by your stats.
A Boeing 747-400 passenger jet can hold 416 passengers. This blog was viewed about 2,400 times in 2010. That’s about 6 full 747s.
In 2010, there were 230 new posts, not bad for the first year! There were 25 pictures uploaded, taking up a total of 26mb. That’s about 2 pictures per month.
The busiest day of the year was July 25th with 44 views. The most popular post that day was Eating at me from the inside.
Where did they come from?
The top referring sites in 2010 were uniquefied-me.blogspot.com, facebook.com, ifreestores.com, syidah-only.blogspot.com, and cbox.ws.
Some visitors came searching, mostly for how to die early, fly like a g6 illuminati, narsha boobs, narsha iluminati, and +narsha iluminati.
Attractions in 2010
These are the posts and pages that got the most views in 2010.
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Eating at me from the inside July 2010
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Reblogged from Eunice’s! August 2010
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10 things I look for in a girl June 2010
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Celebs and Iluminati October 2010
Sick!
Sucks to feel sick on the first few days of the new year. Got myself a 2 day mc. But am hitting the track tomorrow with Bazli. After that, gonna meet my overly-thinking-cute-sweetest-thing-on-earth girlfriend. Heh! Okay, done!
2011 started out ‘perfectly’
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry for being a boring boyfriend
I’m sorry for being a ‘not-so-fun’ person anymore
I’m sorry for being a super sensitive person
I’m sorry for being a non-expressive kinda person
I didn’t know you’d find me boring after awhile. Although you might jokingly said that our relationship is getting a little boring on a few occasions, even a dumb guy will find get the hint that the girl is getting bored. I’m not sure whether you’re joking around, or trying to give me a heads up but I’m gonna take it as if I’m getting you bored. I’m sorry if I’m not the sweetest thing on Earth. Or, do something to take your breath away. Or, appear out of nowhere and surprises you with something that you’ll remember by.
I’m sorry if I kinda change after we got together. I’m not the ‘fun’ type anymore. I don’t talk as how we talk previously. I don’t joke around anymore. I became more sensitive, etc.
Being sensitive, I tend to be a little pissed off when I’m tired. Especially, when you come up to me saying ‘you don’t feel the love’ coming out from me. It kinda irks me that what I’ve been doing wasn’t amounting to anything at all. And not even the simplest words manage to find its way into your heart. Or not even on of the “I love you”s manage to touch your heart. And some of the things you said can really test someone’s patience. When you keep bugging me about why I choose you on countless occasions, I still try my best to answer you as honestly as I can. When I ask a friend about it, she says : I would have gotten angry ages
Yes, I admit. I find it hard to express my love you directly. If you expect me to be something like your previous boyfriends, I can’t. I don’t have the experiences nor the knowledge to do so. I’m doing so by trial and error. Whether, which words I used will have an impact on you the most. I find it difficult to do so, worse when I do and you come up to me saying “I find it hard to believe you when others said the exact same thing”. Its like “how am i supposed to express it then?” When before I could even try it out, because of some fools out there, I’m not getting any slack?
When I go out with my girlfriends, you said you have this weird feeling inside of you. Guess what? Same thing happened to me when you club. Yes, you’re going with a group of girls but the club is a place for both sexes. I can only do so much when things goes wrong in there. Things like “guys hitting on you, fights, etc”. How do you think I’d feel? Its like you have this grenade in your hand but you can’t pull the pin cause the enemy’s not in sight.”It doesn’t mean that if I don’t say anything about it, I’m not bothered about it. I just don’t want us to quarrel” so the next time you wanna go clubbing and you ask me, should I say go ahead or no? Because, yeahhhhhh I need to agree on you on this.
And when you told me you’re still texting your ex boyfriend with a separation of 4 years, I guessed I got pretty pissed. I mean woah and here I am, not sms-ing to any of my girlfriends at all (and some of them are one of my closest friends who came and console me during one of my darkest period and because I don’t want you feeling jealous or getting the wrong idea, i distanced myself from them, I feel guilty not being able to keep in touch with them). Need be, I’ll just contact them through msn/fb/twitter. I’m like okayyyyyy. Great. And, it seems to me you guys talk about some pretty deep topic. I’m not sure. I’m just speculating.
Dates with you are always awesome since I’m out with the lady I’m in Love with. except for the part where you have to pick up calls/ reply/ sms back your friends. Our time together is not a lot. And sometimes you could be on the phone for a pretty long time. And I hate waiting.
I’m not here trying to complain and hopefully someone comes and try to talk sense to you. I’m writing it here so that you’d understand what I’m trying to say to you on the phone. I’m easily sway by my emotions, getting carried away, digressing from my main topic.
Please stop asking me whether I had a crush on any one of my girlfriends before, right now, I’m attached with you. And no one else.
Its frigging 2am now. And i have a match later on. Need some sleep right now. Nights.
To me, looks isn’t everything. Its what inside i guess.
